My mental health has been worsening alot lately due to certain events; which leads to impulsiveness and not thinking straight. I can not keep making mistakes forever, so I decided I think all of you people do me a favor; please give me the space so I can have time to think and process everything to improve myself. If I do not have the space that leads me to relapse (which unfortunately has been happening), I am not saying everyone needs to "heal fast" because hell I am quite the bitter person myself, I have my moments sometimes and I'm hurt from many things. I'm just asking for a kind favor that will benefit you and myself. I acknowledge I've done many harmful and shitty things in the past I do wish I could make up for and fix. I am responsible for those actions and do wish to apologize to the people I was quite an asshole to. I still don't think I'm a "groomer/pedo" though as I know for sure that's false and twisted to make me look worse. (I have debunked it before; it's completely false.) This has gotten to the point I am on a Cps watchlist and that one slipup can lead to me being taken away, my mother being harassed, etc. I would appreciate if I was given space if you want me to improve. (yes this includes your groupchats, commenting on me and my friend's things to start shit, contacting my family, posting about me, going after people who just talk to me, etc.) since I got into my senses this is what I wanted to say. I have been taking a break from many things and I haven't had time to be working on myself due to current events no matter how much I tried I end up relapsing when something happens. I can't keep doing this. I just hope you somewhat understand. I only wanted to make a statement so I can have space to improve myself. I suggest you who are involved to do the same. I'm saying this for everyone's sake, not to stir up anything. I'm sorry for everything and I can't keep doing this, I want to stop and I'm putting my foot down.